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I Never Risk the Fett Man

Lately I've been struggling to sit down and write on here or anywhere else. I'm so self-conscious doing it that it almost causes anxiety just thinking about it. The reasons here are threefold: one, I'm still loath to share this much of myself. Two, I'm constantly doubting that I have thoughts worth sharing, and three, I'm worried that my content isn't high-quality. This is a real problem for me, since the only thing I've ever really wanted to do with my life (aside from playing first base for the Yankees) is be an author. To actually hold a book I wrote in my hands, to talk about it with people, and to have those people make my work something that touches their lives and stays with them. I can not, for the life of me, convince myself that it's worth my time to sit down and spend years of my life trying to actually get good at this. I blame, in part, my companion  Wesley Crusher . Wesley is a dick, but I've had him mostly in the  brig  since I reali